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Enjoy the silence

I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell

Created on 2008-12-26 22:59:37 (#17644088), last updated 2009-09-09

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Name:	Hara Reita

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Enjoy the silence

Snuff (by Slipknot)

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there

Deliver me into my Fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself

And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away -you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago,
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know

Fight for nothing, at least I'm fighting for something.

“Everything I’ve made… Maybe it was all for nothing.
How can I lose something that I never had? How can I have something that I never lost?
Maybe I’m fighting for nothing… Every day I think about him, I just can’t let this thought vanish just like that…
I wish you were here, I wish you were somewhere around nothing with me, just the two of us… And nothing more is perfect than that.
What am I supposed to do in this world, where even running isn’t allowed?
How much time has passed by since we first met? The day I’ve met you is so far away… But I still remember it, like it was yesterday.
I thought my heart was gone, I didn’t know where it belong… But you helped me finding the answer. So simple… So obvious… My heart belongs to you. No one can steal it, I’m sure of that.
You’re the only person who I can’t fake a smile, I feel true happiness by your side
You can warm my so cold hands… No one can do that except you. And why you? Why you and not another person?
We’re so close but yet so far…
We’re so far but yet so close.
The worst day of my life will be the day that I can’t smile with you… Like this one.
You don’t even know how much I care about you…
~~I love you~~”

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